If you have been here before, you may have read that I am adopted, and have been searching for my birth mother for a few years. It has been something I have had to do, as well as wanted to do, although it is so hard to go through emotionally.
Today, I recieved a letter from her.
It has been written beautifully, and with care. She is a stranger to me, and yet there is love in those words. I have always questioned my actions, but I now feel that I made the right choice.
It is not really possible for me to describe everything I am feeling, as and I'm not so sure I know myself. Everything is just so complex.
My birth moter has written that she has dreamed of being given a chance to explain everything to me, and rekindle some kind of relationship.
I don't know how to take this - while it is what I have always dreamed of, is it too good to be true? My family are behind me, her family (and - technically - mine too) are behind her, but will that be enough to get us through this?
One day at a time, step by step, we'll see...
To new beginnings.
