I feel exhausted, but things are calmer today.
Things are better, but not good. I still do not know which way to go. Too many Hows and What Ifs.
I know what I want, but not whether I have enough willpower to make things work. I would potentially be upsetting a lot of people. But I would be making a few happy.
I do not want to hurt anybody, do not want to seem selfish, but long to do it anyway.
If you have not guessed, I am having relationship trouble...
To have one or not, that is the puzzle I am struggling to figure out.
