I am seeing out the last few hours of 2006 by myself, watching crap TV and dreading tomorrow.
On one hand, my weekend has just started, and tomorrow I get to rest.
On the other hand, I am going to ring my birth mother for the very first time. I have only spoken to her once before, on my birthday last year.
I do not know what I will say, and the mixture of anticipation and fear I feel is hard to describe. I guess it's like facing any fear; the unknown.
Happy New Year...