Aşkım. My new notebook to keep in contact with aşkım.
Not a day has gone by since we met without contact in some form or another. I am hoping that this is a good sign - he is my perfect partner - someone who can bring out the best in me, and accepts me for who I am.
I daren't let my mind dwell on the future, as that will just get my hopes up. Longing and hope glimmer in the darkness, but I daren't look to hard lest I lose my sight.
Hope...
On another note, all the turmoil is sinking beneath a layer of normality. Hope still burns bright for many aspects of that too though.