If I must be sorry for something, then I will say sorry and mean it.
If there is something you need me to do, I will do it for you with pleasure. (Within reason...)
If there is something I need to say, I will say it from the heart.
Just, please, let me know what is on your mind. I miss you so much.
A 'hey, sorry, ran out of credit' or an 'I got caught up but I am okay' would be amazing right now. Anything would be a rope out of the bottomless pit I feel myself falling into.
You lift my soul, and having nothing in return from you is making me feel unreasonably down.
Or is it justifiably down..? I hope not :(
