Still silence.
I am trying hard not to get paranoid. But when all you get is nothing, it is not easy.
I am trying so hard to trust you, and on the whole am succeeding. But seeing and speaking to you eases all of that tension so much better.
Silence makes me wonder. And worry. Is there someone else? Do you still care? Have you really just run out of credit? Am I just being inwardly bunny-boilerish?
Tomorrow will tell, I guess... Hope to see you then...
