So, I am sat here feeling a little dejected. I have been sat here for almost an hour, so far.
I woke up extra early, showered, and picked nicer clothes than the ones I will change into for doing the copious piles of washing...
Is he asleep, running late, at work..? Is he on his way?
It has been a week, and just a single text message from him. Is it too much to ask that I get something back? It is probably just my paranoia and insecurities, but I can't help but wonder, and worry.
His life is so tough right now, so maybe craving contact is a little selfish of me. But I NEED it! To keep me sane, and keep me thinking seriously about giving up everything for him.
My phone works. I just had to check.
Should I send a message? If he is asleep, it'll wake him, if he's at the bar, he'll look at it... Or do I leave it for a while, see if he appears?
