So, for the first time ever, he didn't meet me online.
No big deal, and he sent a message in the afternoon to apologise, he didn't make it because of the rain.
Fine, great, okay.
I even got a reply to my 'miss you' on messenger. Beautiful it was too. And still is, as it is still up on my screen.
Awwwww.
What I found out today is that there was no rainfall at all yesterday.
So why the white lie?
I was in bed / I had to work / I met friends / I forgot - any of these is fine.
Was he too embarassed to tell me, or is was he doing something he shouldn't?
I cannot even confront him until the next computer meeting, so it is frustrating the hell out of me.
I am paranoid, sure, but it is hard when two thousand miles separates you both
I hope I get over it.
I hope he tells me the truth.
