I am starting to talk myself out if it. Out of going, out of the relationship, out of everything...
Every day, a bigger part of me turns to the place inside my soul that harbours my fears, doubts and concerns.
I want it to work, I do, but the little things are starting to add up. I am making a mental list of things I will miss and things that could go wrong rather than things I look forward to.
Can I realistically go and expect things to work out for the better?
Am I just not ready for this? Or do I just need a push to kick-start things?
Either way - one month and I am going. For better or worse.
Some encouragement wouldn't go amiss.
