I have finally managed to tick 4 things off of my 'to do' list.
As I wrote each thing on a different post-it note and attached them to a noticeboard, covering it entirely.
The tiny specks of cork that have now appeared are a ray of hope.
I may even be able to pull off another one later!!
That may not happen though, as I am due to speak to the boy in a bit. This time next week, we will be together.
Scary.