I had a very busy day at work today.
I came home, all was fine.
The day just ended with mum and I having an argument.
Dad shouted at her, and then the shouting at me continued.
We resolved it, after tears and debate and her having snapped out of teacher mode.
I still feel so damn shit though. Ashamed? Belittled? Unsettled? I have no idea what it is, but the tears still flow although all is fine between us.
Maybe it's that I haven't slept properly in weeks. Or the fact my boy is going through hell. Or that I feel so damn lost. Perhaps I'm just getting it all out of my system.
