I feel like shit, I look like shit, my life isn't shit but that's not how it feels sometimes.
More tears shed, more questions than answers, less hope.
Sometimes, I wish I had never met him. But I can't say that I mean it deep down. I just wish I hadn't fallen for the man a continent away living hard times with nobody to turn to except me at a time I cannot help.
They say that money won't solve all your problems, but it actually would.
I am scared once again that my life may end up in tatters.
