Email to Boy written. A lot less costly than texts, and less throwaway than instant messaging.
Do I have the balls to press 'send'? I feel sick as that decision looms.
I'm totally sure he'll react the wrong way, but I want him to understand, to empathise, to squirm in a sea of guilt. Ha, if only...
It really could go either way if I hit that send button, but it is already a kind of torture.
So... To send or not to send........
Ooooh, shit - I pressed it...
