I am all clean. Everything washed, put away, tidied (well, to a point).
Fairy lights are switched on finally, the place looks cosy.
New bed sheets to lie in tonight.
I chatted with the boy earlier, and whilst I couldn't help him, some lovely words were said.
I had a long soak in the bath and enjoyed it.
The boy and I returned online, and it all changed.
Not in an angry way, but in a sleazyish way. Sadly, although I could feel my cheeks pinking up, I had to go. No webcam this time - phew! As much as I wanted him, I just couldn't do it.
As much as I still want him, I go to bed alone.
I can only hope he's thinking of me as I am thinking of him right now.
