I am avoiding talking to him.
He is financial difficulty, again, and asked if I could send some money until I go in the Autumn.
I know full well that there would be very little chance of ever seeing that money again.
For the first time since I met him, I am beginning to live a little life again, and I am not going to give in and feel guilted into parting with my very hard-earned cash. Not even for him even though it breaks my heart knowing his situation.
I don't have much. I can't afford to be too soft, especially with all I have already given, physically, mentally, financially if you include all the travel etc...
In the end, there is only so much I am prepared to do without negating everything that I am and all that I strive for.