Do I bail him out of a dire situation using some of my life savings, or do I leave the man that I love to rot in a hell that I couldn't survive?
What a shitty choice to have to make :(
As far as I know his mum hasn't passed yet, and although it is stuck in my thoughts in truth I've been avoiding it all today. The stress is affecting how I am, and how my body is reacting to it is not pleasant.
I wish I had more options. I wish he had a better life. I wish we had more opportunities.
A new fork in the road, but which branch do I take? One road is as dark and unappealing as the other.
I wish I knew...
