I'm feeling slightly more positive today after Gray called last night. Just hearing his voice was comforting. That he'd thought of me enough to pick up the phone spoke volumes.
I have shed a few more tears whilst going over what I could say in Jan but the feelings associated with it all dissipated as soon as I did something else.
I have spent most of the day doing chores, wrapping gifts and writing cards. It'll be too late for a few things to get to their destinations in time for the holidays but not by much.
I feel as though I've frittered the day away as I haven't left the house, but tomorrow I'll be at work once again for another exciting instalment of making-ends-meet.
