My last day off and to myself for a few weeks and I feel so utterly ill again.
No physio for a month and so I am suffering with the headaches, blackouts, vomiting and general crap again.
I have so much to do - pack, work, clean the house - but I can't muster the energy to do more than sit and type in a pool of tears.
The pain is just so wearing. It is constantly there, constantly nagging and yet people (like my boss) don't see it or give a fig.
My mum has tried to ease the tension behind it but her own arthritis means she can't and I won't push her to. No therapist has been available and now I am on an 8-day run at work, before the festival, before the wing walk, before more work, before the cruise, before more work and then finally a day to myself...
I don't know how much more of this I can take
