I was feeling okay up until an hour ago. Dog tired and slightly sniffly, but good.
Friday night I was out for a meal with my skittles girlies. In a dress! In the snow!! I ate WAY too much.
Yesterday I travelled up to see a best friend and family and their friends for a get-together. Hours and hours of food-making. Hours and hours of eating said food... And a text from the boy :)
Today, after managing to roll out of bed, I travelled back home (the scenic route due to railway maintenance). I got in, tired and cold, and got fed with a huge piece of lasagne. And a text from the boy! :D
I think I've doubled my weight over the weekend...
I spoke to the boy online just. He fast got into a shitty mood because I'm having a good time in my home country, which in turn upset and angered me. He ended up not talking, except for the odd short reply, and disappeared offline with a quick goodbye. Nice. He really knows how to ruin my favourite time of year. :(
I am radiating heat, partly because of the extra-fluffy dressing gown and fleece pyjamas I am currently sporting, but also due to the residual anger and... what? Frustration? Stress? Uncertainty?
Mostly anger.
Maybe I am selfish. Aren't we all? But at least I have a social conscience, empathy, and KNOW HOW TO TREAT SOMEONE THEY CARE ABOUT!!! The least he can do is appreciate it is a special time of year for me and pretend to give a shit. A little effort would go a long way right now.
