I need to stop blowing things out of all proportion and thinking the worst.
I received a postcard from Her and her husband yesterday. From Malta this time.
So, you see, things may still work out.
I am now in a quandry though as to whether I send my letter or not.
She has said she will write when she gets back, and it will be a response to the timeline photograph album. Or at least it should be.
My letter is in response to the family photograph she sent at Christmas.
I want to bring up the issue of meeting up some time, but I don't quite know how to go about it. It has been slow progress so far, and I do not want to jeopardise the connection I have.
I feel I can only ask about my past face to face with her. I want to know all about her and her life, but can not bring myself to ask in a letter.
All I get at the moment is the here and now.
I have waited almost 23 years to know the truth. I guess waiting a while more can't hurt.