I wish you understood the words I try to convey. The meaning I try to envelope in each sentence. The way my heart cries out to you.
I choose my words so carefully, but you still misconstrue them.
The world has dimmed since I met you. Or, should I say, since we parted. Maybe people are right - long distance relationships do not end well.
I long to be with you, but in time. I wish you would show me that you understood this.
I don't want to hurt. I don't want to hurt you. I don't know where I stand. I don't know what to do.
I only know that I want you, and I need my home.
If life was more certain, and if I had the courage, I would be yours, forever, immediately. (And a giant shove from yourself, not just nagging...)
I wish it were so.
