Maybe it's down to hormones. Maybe the weather. But today is a pessimistic day.
I am pessimistic about everything - flights, whether he loves me, whether it is practical, whether I could be happy, whether it will last, whether I am putting on weight...
In my head, today, everything is a bit shit. I am to make all of these big decisions, and whatever I choose will be wrong.
I hope a new day will bring resolutions and hope again.
