A friend has just told me that my boy's mother passed today.
I am so sorry for his loss, I have no words that can express how sorry I feel.
I have sent him a short text message, but I really don't know what else I can say.
I effectively robbed him of 2 more weeks with her.
I can't be there for him.
I'm a shit fianc�e.
I think I'm going to have a bloody good cry later, when there is no-one around.
Or not - now sat in tears trying to push the feelings down. I told my dad and the gates opened. Now to find a way to shut them...
FFS, how do I reconcile all of this?
