A shit night, of course.
I lay in bed for what seemed like forever. Every thought and emotion revolved around him, and I couldn't stop it. The memory of his smile. his touch. His smell.
I love him. I love him and it hurts so much. To never see him again, speak to him again. Lost love, and for what?
How do I stop loving him? How do I stop the pain?
I was doing so well, so why am I crumbling now?
